Story

.:*Okay, so yesterday, after i finished studying and stuff, by the way, pray that i do well on my Bio test... eek, any how, i started to revise one of my old stories. i hadn't really goten it to go anywhere, so i deleted it and wrote a new begining... i hope this will help in getting my story to have some sort of forward motion.
Like i know what i want my story to be about, it is just getting to the end and making it seem worth while, it is really difficult... so far i like the idea of having the story in two different perspectives, both the wives of the brothers... they are best friends, but the one came from an abusive family, just like her husband, and the other was a poster child for the perfect life... i can get the emotion, that's not a problem, i know the climax, problem, solution, but idk how to make it flow, i guess that would be poor planning on my part.
I have to finish writing my lab report, which is probably more imortant than this story, but it is some what true, and it is very dear to me... i connect with my characters, which is why i never give up on a story, but yet none of them are finished... argh... i need direction...

This is the begining so far...

To feel lucky is to feel blessed, and when I was younger I would have killed to feel either of these. My parents were as juvenile as I should’ve been able to be, and I spent my life caring for my brother and being as good as a role model as I could. My father, a drunken bastard never gave two shits about my brother or me. My brother benefitted the worst from this, never having a decent male figure to look up to. I was able to cope, through friends and one trusted teacher, and I think being a girl, emotions are a part of who we are, but boys can’t show any for fear of torment...

Okay, as for the rest of my life, everything is going good, no new poetry, but i got my last song to work!!! YAY me... and now i have a new rythem and group of chords and i am trying to find old lyrics to go with them. i talked to my one friend today through english class, which is too easy for me... my english class last year was more difficult, so idk why i am even in it... if it wasn't for texting i would've fallen asleep... my friend i talked to is not the same one i talked about yesterday... this friend has her own set of problems, such as getting high and making out with random people, which is so dumb of her... then she goes on to say, well i think i like him... idk... she is probably still high... i haven't heard from BFF Tailand in a while... i am starting to worry, but i know she'll email me soon!!!! My roommate here got into a fight with her mom over the child support money from her father... her mother has been stealing it and using it for her own benefit, which she shouldn't do, it is my roommates money from her father... so yeah... my life is good... i have to keep praying for those around me and hope that someday all will work out for them... May GOD keep them under his wing...

Random Bible Verse... unrelated to my rant...
Don not adorn yourselves outwardly by braiding your hair, and by wearing gold ornaments or fine clothing; rather, let your adornment be of the inner self with the lasting beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very precious in GOD's sight.
1 Peter 3:3-4*:.