Friends

.:*no one can be your friend unless you let them be. once you are friends, that gives you the lisences to tell them anything, because you know they won't tell another soul... if that friend won't tell you though, maybe it means that you aren't friends anymore... i promised i'd be there or here to talk anytime, but no... she can't even tell me that her grandfather is dying, i had to ask her, because i heard and suspected... i didn't know her and her boyfriend broke up, i found out from another 'friend'. she hasn't let me in, she won't ever... but whatever... i'm done trying and throwing myself out there to console her. I'M FINISHED!
then there are those who are your friends, they tell you anything, you tell them anything, no judging, but some laughter, tears, and straight faces. they get you through the hard times, and give you words of encouragement, they catch on to a random game you made up together. they also are like your sister. you are over at their house 24/7 and their family is yours... you sincerely love them... and it's not this weird romantic shit that most ppl think... no, it is two best friends who sincerely care about the other... and these are the friends you'll want forever, not the ones who could care less...

A good friend loves at all times... Proverbs 17: 17

this means that a friend won't leave you when you pull some stupid shit, it means they'll be there no matter what you're going through, even if you don't want to talk about it... they will wait forever till you do... but when you have those friends who don't give a royal fuck, you just want to give up on them, but you can't... because a good friend loves at all times. so i am mad at my friend who won't tell me anything, but i'll be here waiting until she wants to talk, i'll wait forever... but even if she never does, the one thing i can say is that i will always love her no matter what, even though right now it is hard for me...*:.

I have ears for the one who won't listen,
Eyes for the one who can't see,
Dreams for the heart that is broken,
And a love that's as big as the sea...

To all of my friends,
Past, oresent and future,
Know that i will always love you,
And know i am here as your friend.