Love...

.:*Okay, so love is pretty much the best thing that could ever hit this world. i t first hoit the world when GOD guided Adam and Eve out of the Garden of Eden, but kept watch over them, and the second time was when JESUS came to earth, GOD in the flesh, as a little helpless baby... there is also love that two people feel when they have found 'their other half' (so cliche, i know)... this should be a good feeling, and you know you are truely in love when you are friends, best of friends and you tell each other everything, no secrets, you are not embarassed to tell this person anything, they make you feel at ease... why would anyone give something like that up... i have never felt this way, and i want to... being in love, all its trials and tribulations too, i want that, i want a relationship with someone where if one of us goes through a shitty ass time, the other will be there to have and to hold forever... i want that, the strong arms to embrace me when i need a feel good hug... you 'girl friends' can only do so much for you, sure they help you with problems and they see you through shitty ass times too, and your like sisters... a boyfriend, or husband, is so much more... i wish i had this, and i envy the people who do, and those who give it up because it is too stressful, are dumb!!!... i have for the past several years, put up this facade that i don't want a boyfriend, they are to distracting, and i have more important things to worry about, when deep down, i long for that connection with someone...

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away... 1 Corinthians 13: 4-8

This verse is known by everyone, know why? because they read it at weddings, it is a vow to never second guess the other, to never be jelous of the other, because you each have something to contribute to that relationship... no matter what the other does, you will grow stronger and learn from your mistakes and hopefully never pull that same crap again... be there for each other, to have and to hold...

Music Box Love

I love you
And I’ll never let you go
I’ll cuddle closer to you
When the wind begins to blow
I love you
And I’ll never leave your side
I want you close to me
When I close my eyes

We’ve gone through everything
We went through the pain
My eyes are closed
I long to say

I love you
I only breathe for you
I want you with me always
And even when we’re both grown
I love you
And I’ll always think of you
The memories I will cherish
When you go

You slammed the door
I shut my heart
Our love was always known
But now it’s gone

You walked away
My lies cut to your heart
Now we’re both bleeding
Nothing mends a broken heart

I love you
But we both walked away
The pain too much to bear
I no longer care
That I need you
But I turned away
When we needed love
We looked the other way

I love you
And I’ll never leave your side
I need you
But we looked the other way

This poem, was written awhile ago for my favorite couple on daytime television, Marcie and Michael McBain... she wasn't able to trust Michael because he had lied to her about something, so not know who to turn to or where to go, she ran away with the only person she could trust, a two year old kid named Tommy who was no longer hers. love and trust go hand in hand, but remeber no matter what happens love will keep anyone together and love will conquer all, stick with it even when the horizon can't be seen... *:.